Thursday, February 18, 2010

Feeling like a failure...

One of my male (rather blunt) co-worker made a comment a comment as I was coming out of the ladies room that I had gained my weight back.  Let's just say I want to curl up in a little ball and start bawling out of self-pity.  I know he's right. 

I don't think I'm doing anything right. 

I know what worked for me before and I'm going to get off my lazy ass and do it without complaining.  Now that my personal life is getting into a nice smooth rhythm. 

I got to do something.  I am becoming desperate...

3 comments:

Vadim said...

what other people think of you is none of your business! Cheer up girl, you will lose it!

Lora said...

Thanks, Vadim. The past few months have been so tough on me emotionally. And living as though I have no cares is destroying all my efforts.

Where is my drive? I'm in idle. :(

Qjakal said...

Must be tough working with "perfect people"...to comment on someone else's appearance is way out of line. Unless he was walking on top of a puddle of water at the time, or is a close out of work associate as well, he should use his "inside the head" voice when he has an urge to comment and hurt other people.

That being said...yes, get a plan together and start again. You're way too young to be having long term issues...go get 'em.

Q