Not the greatest of days..

Breakfast was a dismal affair.  I wound up eating a sausage and cheese on an english muffin at Mickie D's.  

Lunch:  Lamb Kabob with salad (I know what happened to the eggs, meat, etc., right?  Stress!)

Dinner was better.  Tuna made with ranch dressing, plain yogurt, mustard, hot salsa, chili powder, and 3 scrambled eggs cooked with real butter.

Had a bit of trouble at home this morning courtesy of an old hair dryer that decided to send a shot of electricity up my arm and sparks come flying out of the outlet causing the power to go out.  The landlord was on top of it and had someone fix it.  Good!  So I had to break into my going out money and buy a new hair dryer!  Maybe this is a good thing.  I don't want to go to bars because that's where the bad habits start tumbling out and I wind up at Taco Bell at 1am!

On a side note...Chuck and I set up a wedding date of August 21, 2010.  That's 5 months to do the impossible.  And I want to look snazzy so my dress will be the last thing I buy.  (Shapewear is still my friend though!)

Back to the drawing board tomorrow!  Take care!

Oxo

Wow! What a month!

First off, I'm engaged to be married!  

Secondly, I decided to join Jimmy Moore on his egg'stra special experiment and see if I can lose some of this lousy flab.  Eggs it is! Yet, I'm forgoing the butter and cheese.  Cheese binds me.  Mayo seems to be a tastier option.

I'll keep you posted!

My menu today (Day One)

Breakfast:  3 eggs scrambled, mayo, mustard, and salsa (Green Tea)

Snack:  One hardboiled egg sprinkled with chili powder (Water)

Lunch:  3 egg salad with mayo, mustard (Yes..I drank a diet soda! What the heck is wrong with me??)

Snack:  One hardboiled egg sprinkled with chili powder (Water)

Dinner:  Same as Breakfast (Though I may drink a diet soda or black coffee)

This is not a challenge.  I'm just doing it.

Exercise today is elliptical then onto the rowing machine for a total body workout.

Cheers!

Feeling like a failure...

One of my male (rather blunt) co-worker made a comment a comment as I was coming out of the ladies room that I had gained my weight back.  Let's just say I want to curl up in a little ball and start bawling out of self-pity.  I know he's right. 

I don't think I'm doing anything right. 

I know what worked for me before and I'm going to get off my lazy ass and do it without complaining.  Now that my personal life is getting into a nice smooth rhythm. 

I got to do something.  I am becoming desperate...